“Since you put away lying, Speak the truth, each one to his neighbor, because we are members of one another. Be angry and do not sin. Don’t let the sun go down your anger, and give the Devil an opportunity. The thief must no longer steal. Instead, he must do honest work with his own hands, so that he has something to share with anyone in need. No foul language is to come from your mouth, but only what is good for building up someone in need, so that it gives grace to those who hear. And don’t grieve God’s Holy Spirit. You were sealed by Him for the day of redemption. All bitterness, anger and wrath, shouting and slander must be removed from you, along with all malice. And be kind and compassionate to one another, forgiving one another, just as God also forgave you in Christ.” Ephesians 4: 25-32 HSCB
I’d like to give some insight into us and taking a bit of liberty to talk about our marriage. Typically I would put off talking about relationships for quite a while (February may seem the most fitting), but I thought with it being my anniversary and all, I might speak from the heart better today than any other day. I hope that speaking from my own perspective can show how things have (more or less) worked out for us.
I also want to say that I hope I speak clearly so that today’s message will communicate to all types of relationships; family, friendships, and otherwise. Tension and life’s hardships can potentially test all relationships, and all can be either weakened or strengthened based on our choices.
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Every couple has landmarks in their marriage they enjoy talking about….
We met Oct. 11, 2002
We were engaged June 18, 2003(I proposed using her grandmother’s wedding ring)
We were married July 10, 2005
First time in church together Easter ‘06
We had Dylan Aug. ‘06
Bought our first car together ‘07
We had Ollie June ‘08
We had Kari Sep. ‘09
First Florida family vacation ‘’13
Bought first house March ‘15
And we had Sam April ‘15
There are other landmarks that don’t come out in casual conversation.They are often harder to talk about. These are the ones that are vital points in our relationship. When they happened, it meant things would never be the same again:
• When Crystal’s Grandmother was dying of colon cancer, I was there at her side.
(It held a lasting impression)
• When I started blue collar work and was making less than annually than my wife.
• When I wrecked the car again (and we just paid it off!)
– we had to rewrite the budget to fit in a new car payment
• When I began night shift work and we had to find a way to feel like a married couple
despite having opposite schedules.
All were sources of tension, but each of them was a valuable trial where we were made stronger for having gone through them.
In our scripture, Paul had some words to say about relationships that probably stand out to us:
He said, “Be angry and do not sin”
Who here feel like that is a bit of an oxymoron?
Don’t we often think of anger as a sin? We often convince ourselves that it is, but that isn’t exactly true. What the bible does say is that when we do feel angry, it must be communicated carefully and sonstructively. If anger is vented thoughtlessly, we can hurt others and create deep, impassable rifts in our relastionships with others.
Have anyone of you ever fought with your spouse? …A bit right? Some couples argue a lot, others not so much. But, all of us fight some, but that doesn’t mean we feel okay about fighting with our significant others. I would venture to say that all of us fight more often than we would like (or maybe I’m the only one wishing I could fight less with my spouse).
It is the “DO NOT SIN” part that is so hard.
How can we be compassionate when others don’t live up to our expectations? We may have a problem that needs resolution, but we don’t want to hurt him them either.
Now, I will say that if our unmet expectations lead us to feel angry and we don’t say anything, it can cause more harm than good.
Let me give you the example of my parents:
My parents were married up until the time I was in high school. Through my school years, mom stayed at home mom raising me and my two brothers. It wasn’t until they split that she got a job.
My dad has always been a very quiet person and never cared to share much about himself. I don’t think he shared his feelings much with my mother, either. I later found out that my dad had always expected that my mom would go back to work when my brothers and I entered elementary school. My mom on the other hand didn’t intend on it. My dad resented my mom for it and the unresolved tension was one of the things that pushed them apart.
I think my father was trying to do the right thing and not show the anger he felt. His alternative to anger was to hide it, to bottle it up. That is when bitterness started to grow. Bitter resentment is a cancerous feeling. If we keep quiet, feelings don’t get to be shared. Eventually we may act worse than we would have acted initially had we not bottled it up.
So, Say something! But still, we are to remove “all bitterness, anger and wrath, shouting and slander” from the way we argue.
I don’t mean to sound contradictory. It is understandable to be angry. I just think Paul eventually wants us to remove anger from our hearts and minds all together.
That is a tall order.
I think in the case of my parents, if they had just fought a little bit more maybe the bitterness wouldn’t have come between them. I don’t mean to be funny when I say that. But honestly, the way people bicker and argue can be fun to joke about, too.
Most comedians at some point end up talking about their relationships. They use them as a huge draw for some of their material. Just look at Ray Romano. He started on David Letterman joking about family (in a good spirited way or course), but before long he started the sitcom, “Everybody loves Raymond” where all they seemed to do was argue and fight with each other.
Of course Ray Romano is not the only one to do this…
From “Mike and Molly” to “The Honeymooners”, relational comedy is a sitcom favorite. In the first season of I love Lucy, a personal favorite of mine, the character Fred Mertz clears things up for Lucy one day when she is worried about Ricky’s feelings for her.
“Lucy, sooner or later every woman gets the feeling that her husband wants to kill her, and she’s usually right.”
No matter how much we may be able to laugh at ourselves, there is a lot of truth in the messages we will find.
And I like this one even better, again from I Love Lucy:
“You know something, Lucy?”
“No, what?”
“Being married to you is not easy, but it sure is a lot of fun.”
I have felt bitterness at many times in my life and it does damage both to me and to the relationship. It’s obviously best not to let it take hold of us. —But how?
There are several very good ways to go about doing that.
The first way is to look at scripture (Yeah I know, big surprise coming from a preacher, right?)
Just give these a try:
Colossians 3:18NLT “Wives, submit to your husbands, as is fitting for those who belong to the Lord. Husbands, love your wives and don’t be bitter towards them.”
Hebrew 12:14-15NLT “14Work at living in peace with everyone, and work at living a holy life, for those who are not holy will not see the Lord. 15Look after each other so that none of you fails to receive the grace of God. Watch out that no poisonous root of bitterness grows up to trouble you, corrupting many.”
And of course the scripture I read to you at the beginning of my message.
No foul language is to come from your mouth.
Of course, plenty of couples tease each other – I sure hope they do. A strong dose of sarcasm once in a while will do everyone some good.
Teasing between friends and in couples is very healthy and I think it is some of the best fun you will ever have. But it’s crossing that line into hurt feelings is what we need to be mindful of.
It is supposed to be fun together, not fun at the other’s expense.
We have all hurt others with our words. Recognizing it early and apologizing clearly and directly for the comment often clears the smoke pretty well.
I’m not telling you anything new I’m sure. But I have known men with a great sense of humor that get carried away with comments despite how hurt their women may get.
Also from our verse, “Don’t let the sun go down your anger, and give the Devil an opportunity.” Don’t go to bed angry – has anyone ever heard that one? (of course we have)
This is a drawback to putting off fighting. It is very possible one person is staying quiet, not because they are giving their feelings considerable thought, but because they have decided to bottle their feelings instead of voice them. That leaves the person being quiet with a lack of validation. Sadly, the other person isn’t even given the chance to validate those feelings and now has no way of knowing the person they love is hurt.
For Crystal and I, admittedly there were several times in our relationship when we hit a very hard rock bottom. I still struggle with it regularly, but my failure to validate her feelings has caused more than one crash. Validation is huge and it needs to happen. Take it from a guy who learned this the hard way.
Here is another drawback to putting off fighting:
If you aren’t growing together, you are growing apart. That is the truth. And even though I verbalized that in the formative years of our relationship, I seemed to have forgotten it on several occasions. No putting off fighting allows you to grow together.
Outside of drawing what you can from scripture, Crystal and I have found a perspective we heard about once at a marriage retreat. Have you heard of the 5 love languages? There are 5 ways a person can be shown love and everyone has one that speaks loudest. They are: Words of affirmation, Acts of kindness, physical affection, gift giving, and quality time.
I am a words and acts guy. When Crystal does something for me, I know she loves me because of what she does and the things she says. She cooks for me, she handles the finances for me, and when we go on vacations, she packs my suitcase (because I’ll probably forget something anyway.) Unfortunately, I tend to expect Crystal needs to hear those things are of course important and do reveal my love, but not in the special way she hears it. Her focus is on Quality time. If I’m not intentional about offering my time, if I’m not giving her any attention, then I’m not speaking her language.
I may be better at it than I used to be, but admittedly, I know I will be spending the rest of our lives together trying to get better at it.
The week before we left to move here, Crystal was talking with our friend who was having some trouble. This friend asked if she could stay with us because she and her husband had been fighting all week.She said the bottom line of the fighting was that she just wanted an apology With our house 98% packed, we couldn’t accommodate her and her children. Crystal told her that she needed to go ahead and forgive her husband, even if he didn’t apologize soon. She told our friend that we aren’t still together because stuff didn’t have stuff happen. We had to figure out how to make it work and we had to find a way to forgive each other.
The last thing Crystal told our friend is that things have been different since we started praying together
Let me use the illustration of a braid. When you look at a braid, it looks like there are only two strands weaving in and out of one another. Even though you only ever see two strands, the reality is that it takes three strands to make a braid work. You may only see the two people in a couple, but they can only be tightly woven together with a third strand: God. The way to do that is through prayer.
It is hard to pray together because it makes us vulnerable. But it’s the piece we were missing all these years, and when we remember to pray, things only get better. We still have bad days but we know that if we’re willing to be vulnerable with each other through prayer, God will see us through.
To wrap up, I want to leave you with one more quote, something I heard in a romantic comedy once, “[Son,] some days your mother and I loved each other. Other days we had to work at it. You never see the hard days in a photo album… but those are the ones that get you from one happy snapshot to the next.”
Photo albums don’t tell the whole story. We may not take pictures of the sick kids or the fights, but weaving God into your relationships is what will bring you through those hard moments.
I pray that each of you has many love-filled years with ones in your lives.
Amen.